Hello people of Aidpage-
Well where to start? uhhhh...........
I am 33 years old and an enrolled native american tribal member currently residing off the reservation thus not eligable for may of my tribes programs. I am a very loyal, strong, honest, hardworking individual who is currently unemployed. I am in need of assistance in many areas but most of all I want a way to be self sufficient again, I feel like that was taken away from me and that I am being pushed into being someone who has to rely on government welfare programs as if I was in a socialist governed society. I am in debt a few thousand dollars to my landlord whom I rent a room from. I am on unemployment recieving $800 a month that disappears the day after I recieve it, going to bills and lots of cheap food like canned soup and top romen. I did recieve foodstamps for a little while but was having a hard time stomaching the fact I was that much in need and haven't recieved any in a few months. I am interested in business and have spoken to someone with the BIA and did find a program that helps tribal individuals/business by backing that entity with a guarantee to financial institutions by covering 90% of the loan if the individual/business goes default of that loan. I would just need to come up with 10% of the loan and the bank would know that no matter what happened to me or the business they would recieve there money. Nice program but I don't know what business/franchise to go into. I have also looked into schooling but the recruiters who contacted me are sales hawks seeking there commisions not putting my best intrests and finances first, offering me alot of money in loans and very little in grants or scholarship advice. Through this experience I found out I have an outstanding loan to the dept. of educaton which I was unaware of due to the fact that when I went to school many years ago I recieved alot of little loans, scholarships, work study through collegiate athletics, and I just was more focused on playing sports than keeping track of my fiduciary responsablilities and eduation. Stupid kid, so when I lost my scholarship due to an injury I left school. I do realize I am a product of my actions but wholeheartedly though that my hardwork, loyalty, and faith in this great country would be enough for me to get on top and be successful. I realize now that is not true and that its all about who you know, what you look like and being in the right place in the right time with the right people is a huge determining factor on an individuals success. I could be like many others before me and be a product of our welfare programs for years and year prolly my lifetime if I wanted to. I just can't bring myself to do it.
Wow, I thank you if you read all of my dribble and to summerize and clearly state what I am doing here on aidpage is that I am seeking contact information, programs, ect. that can help me to: get out of debt, employment, living and schooling grants, scholarships, programs, temporary emergency assistance, or anything I may qualify for. And or basically a "life coach" to hold my hand and lead me through this sea of restrictions, regulations, policies, and other red tape that frustrate and detoured me to where I am now because I don't understand or really see as relivant in many instances.
Thank you for reading and I thank you in advance for any help.
Jason
Hello. I am in a situation that I know I will never be able to overcome w/o some help from my guardian angel. I am a wife, mom, step-mom, Ninamom, & Grandmother. You see those 3 beautiful girls in my profile picture, the oldest is my baby and the other 2 are my grandaughters, all who I help raise. My hubsand & I have both worked very hard to support our family. But after his accident, our income DRASTICALLY decreased & we were forced to file for Bankrupcy. In 2002, my husband suffered his first of 6 heart attacks! He's a Diabetic w/heart problems & back problems & is struggeling w/depression & anxiety issues due to his inability to provide for his family like he used to. He takes 10 pills & 4 insulin shots daily which are not cheap! Due to his health he is disabled. I work full time as the office manager. Our combined income is barely enough to survive & w/costs rising, it is getting harder to live. Everything is past due or already cut off: 15k/medical; 5k/credit cards; $76/water; $122/propane; $176/phone; $201/cable; $70/electric; $1250/rent; $2483/IRS. Gas prices are killing me! I drive 45 miles to work 1 way just to have a job w/decent salary. I haven't been grocery shopping in 6mo, if I pay the rent or the bills then I can't afford to buy food! The worst is I have 8 payday loans of $300ea just from trying to make ends meet. This is what is really killing me! If I could get the $2400 to pay off those payday loans & not have to re-apply for them, I would be in such a better place! I've tried other loans but my credit sucks. No one is willing to loan a hard working woman some money for a reasonable mo pmt w/a fair interest rate w/o checking the credit! Yes, I am high-risk credit wise, but I have a good heart & a conscious. I'm not looking for a hand out, just a second chance. I feel like I am going to have a heart attack! I remind myself that no matter how bad we have it, someone has it worse. I am truly blessed in the way of family but unfortunately, that does not pay the bills, if it did, I'd be RICH! I've been thru many ups & downs w/my family & many scary situations. I have almost lost my husband a few times & we just lost one of our beloved Rottweilers, Nikita, a couple weeks ago to an unexpected, sudden stroke, I've been homeless, jobless, autoless, hungry, hurt, talked about, but something always gives. I always help people when I can. Me & my husband have the biggest hearts, especially when it comes to kids & animals. We've raised others kids, taken in homeless families & rehabilitated sick animals. My motto, ''Be Generous & You Will Be Prosperous. Help Others & You Will Be Helped.'' Proverbs 11:25. I believe there is a guardian angel out there willing to help me, maybe he/she will read this & agree to help me out in some way, every little bit helps. God only gives people as much as they can handle, so he must think I am a very strong person. I still have my faith & hope because if I let go of that, I fear that I will die. Are you my Guardian Angel?